January 15th & 16th, 2010

January 15th, 2010

Friday! I had work from 8 to 4:30 with a two hour break for my sewing lab. I came home and vegged for a bit and got ready for the day, I love feeling clean, I don't think I've mentioned that before. I went grocery shopping and put gas in my car, horray! Then my roommate Linda and I went to grab dinner at the Bamboo Hut, a hawaiian restaurant, and headed to the housewarming party for a friend that moved out of our ward. The party was really fun, we chatted for a while and had pizza and root beer, then we played murder in the dark, which was super creepy because he moved into an older house and it hasn't really been moved into yet so it was pretty empty. I was fine until the first and only time I was murdered, I unexpectedly went into hysterics, pretty wierd, laughing and crying at the same time uncontrollably. The rest of the night I wasn't really into the game anymore and I ended up passed out on the couch once we got home, waking up at six a.m. to take off my contacts and move to my bed until I woke up at about eleven.

January 16th

Scripture of the Day: D & C 6:33-36
"Fear not to do good, my sons, for whatsoever ye sow, that shall ye also reap; therefore, if ye sow good ye shall also reap good for your reward. Therefore, fear not little flock; do good; let earth and hell combine against you, for if ye are built upon my rock, they cannot prevail. Behold, I do not condemn you; go your ways and sin no more; perform with soberness the work which I have commanded you. Look unto me in every thought; doubt not, fear not."
-This scripture has gotten me through so many bad times, be they big or small.

Today I didn't really get out of bed until three p.m. and was just kinda in a fog most of the day. I was homesick and missing my brother who is on his mission, he also happens to be one of my best friends and I won't see him until May 2011. I don't know what I'm going to be doing in the next year other than finishing school, but there are so many unknown variables that I am just not sure what is going to happen. It all kinda hit me this afternoon and I started to cry, I was really lucky to have one of my roommates here to help me out and chat with me, then some of our friends stopped by to play games and we ended up playing games with people until curfew at midnight. So much fun, and I think my nerves have finally calmed down from my wierd episode yesterday and I won't have nightmares tonight like I did last night, I hope...

Morgan